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God I feel so crappy today. ;_; Haha. Sorry for the lack of updates, I told you all I was bad at this! This one will probably be long. :d

Mom got a new boyfriend.. and for some reason whenever he’s in my presence I feel the need to wash my hands.. >_> He creeps me out. I’m sure some people who’ve known me long enough will know what that’s meant in the past, oh well.

Anyway, here’s a quick cap of the current suckiness: This house is sold. It’s been sold since ‘07. We’re still living here, and finally getting to moving out. We’re low, single income, normally. My mom is currently unemployed. We’re living off of unemployment and foodstamps. I can’t get a new job until after we move, and she still might prevent me from doing so. The house is messy, and there is a bug problem. My mom leaves food out at every turn, so that’s not really surprising. It is, however, disgusting.

There was someone staying in our shed a while back, “friend of the family.” We had no idea that he’d left food in the shed when he left. There’s literally a fucking army of roaches, maggots, flies, and there was even a rat. -.-’ Christina’s (my cousin, the person who bought the house) dad is coming to survey her new home today at one o’clock, and he wants to see the whole house. My mom told me about this less than 12 hours ago, while nothing in the house was even remotely presentable. I’ve made a lot of progress since then, but I’m the only one doing jack shit and these bugs are making me nauseous. ):

I can hide the mess, get rid of most of it, but there’s no way I’ll be able to hide the bugs. We have no poison of any sort on hand. Seriously, is it really that hard to walk to a fucking trashcan? -.-’ My time at home is normally spent in my room, and while there are bugs living in the walls between every room in this house, since I hadn’t spent a lot of time in the other rooms.. I had no idea it was this bad. What the fuck am I supposed to do? ._. Christina could be here at any time and her dad’ll be here in under 5 hours, not to mention he’s usually early. He has a short temper and if he sees the house, he’s gonna be pissed. *Sigh*

Wish I could just leave, lol. Let my mom take the heat for once. I’d take a little help over nothing though.. the move is postponed to an unknown date.. again. I’ve never really liked any kind of bugs (though I used to catch roly polies and stuff as a kid, along with lizards.. which aren’t bugs).. but I never expected to feel this disgusted. D:

Enough with the nausea. ):

I’ve been playing KMS, and now I’m a 3x Gunslinger. There are a few english players, but most of them annoy me except for Tj (sorry guys ;x). Planning on moving to Yellonde whenever it comes out. Tj and I are making matching IGNs. I don’t know if his is already reserved or not, so I won’t post it. ^_^ Mine, however, will be ChibiHitIer, and it looks like I’ll be going dark knight (Tj = priest). Heath seems to be coming along as well, making a bowman of some sort, and a lot of my friends from Kradia will be moving of course. :T Anyone else coming? :d

Here’s hoping Yellonde comes on Wednesday (tomorrow) as everyone has been assuming. Although I’m really enjoying playing with my new Korean friends on KMS, I could use some ppl2pass distraction from RL. Seriously, Tj and I have the best friends ever in KMS. I wasn’t even interested in the Korean language at all until I found out how nice a lot of them are. It’s really a different setting from JMS, no mo’ ebil gaijin. ;x It’s a shame I’ll probably have to stop logging in soon after the move due to new internet (the ISP we’re switching to is apparently IP banned from KMS, but maybe I’ll get lucky) and I’m oh-so tired of dealing with proxies. Oh well, what can ya do? :\

Tj & I gots mad level up skillz. Unfortunately I do not has mad SS skills [actually, fraps had an error and refused to take the SS ;-;], so here’s Tj’s SS of us with our epic level 30 moment. Yes, we partied a COMPLETELY random person in HHG. [Tj was scared ;> ]

Too lazy to post more SS’s and I gotta get back to work. Enjoy the rant, whores. dx
PS. Adjusted comments to autopost instead of queue. ;o
PSS. Sorry for pretending to be asleep Larry. I didn’t think you’d fall for it! :B